I am so very glad you're back.

I am so very sorry for writing you like that.

I didn't write you other times, because I thought it could be painful, hearing from friends and family while you were being told they were awful, and when I wrote you, I was trying to

I am sorry.

I regret how I went about doing things very much. Especially because it involved you.

If it helps at all, I meant every word I wrote.